Post by halfburntpotatoehead on Feb 7, 2024 12:03:32 GMT
I have noticed a symptom of thoughts appearing in the hypnagogic state (between wakefulness and sleep).
I was lying down falling asleep, the voice appeared during such a state with a series of disconnected words, i.e. "objective... vehicle... thought... crime... sleep...
*sneeze..." with ~2.5 second intervals between each word with no variation in spacing of time. About 3-5 seconds after the last word, the voice was heard exclaimed "I will tell you straightforward, you wont win. My government is more powerful than your government". The voice did not have any international accent in any manner. About 1 second after this voice finished, another separate voice was heard saying "Be nice". This voice was more slower and deeper in pitch than the previous voice. After this, I aroused myself and thought "hmm that's strange" and proceeded to meditate.
Outside of this, I am a a fit and healthy individual who is trained in academia, i regularly exercise, eat well, sleep well, i don't do drugs or drink alcohol and practice mindfulness often. I occasionally perceive irregular events and synchronicities occurring in my life which I am often very curious about but do note a general trend of feeling something 'dark' or 'mysterious' about the nature of them that I can not often put my finger on. For instance, I live in a considerably quiet suburban neighborhood. I notice there are a handful of cars that go past me whilst I walked down my street to get to the park (around 2 minutes walking time). Then once I get to the park, there's no cars that go down the street anymore for a handful of minutes or more! Similarly, as I approach the roundabout, there is, more often than not, (i have counted 16 times out of 20 or so now) a car or set of cars that seems to intersect with me. After I drive through the intersection, I sometimes wait 30m from the intersection and i notice in my rearview mirror that no cars go past for a matter of several minutes usually. I have begun to think 'am i losing my mind?' and 'am i living in the Truman show?'. Perhaps its just coincidence, or my mind playing tricks on me, haha, but I thought I should see if any of you had any similar experiences before calling myself a T.I.? I'm new to this 'coming out as a T.I.' type of thing, plus am not even sure if I am one yet?
Lately, I have been doing a bit of research on Targeted Individuals because I wanted to see if my strange experiences matched up with anything. Perhaps this research evoked such a phenomenon. It is really quite odd.
Thanks forum people
I was lying down falling asleep, the voice appeared during such a state with a series of disconnected words, i.e. "objective... vehicle... thought... crime... sleep...
*sneeze..." with ~2.5 second intervals between each word with no variation in spacing of time. About 3-5 seconds after the last word, the voice was heard exclaimed "I will tell you straightforward, you wont win. My government is more powerful than your government". The voice did not have any international accent in any manner. About 1 second after this voice finished, another separate voice was heard saying "Be nice". This voice was more slower and deeper in pitch than the previous voice. After this, I aroused myself and thought "hmm that's strange" and proceeded to meditate.
Outside of this, I am a a fit and healthy individual who is trained in academia, i regularly exercise, eat well, sleep well, i don't do drugs or drink alcohol and practice mindfulness often. I occasionally perceive irregular events and synchronicities occurring in my life which I am often very curious about but do note a general trend of feeling something 'dark' or 'mysterious' about the nature of them that I can not often put my finger on. For instance, I live in a considerably quiet suburban neighborhood. I notice there are a handful of cars that go past me whilst I walked down my street to get to the park (around 2 minutes walking time). Then once I get to the park, there's no cars that go down the street anymore for a handful of minutes or more! Similarly, as I approach the roundabout, there is, more often than not, (i have counted 16 times out of 20 or so now) a car or set of cars that seems to intersect with me. After I drive through the intersection, I sometimes wait 30m from the intersection and i notice in my rearview mirror that no cars go past for a matter of several minutes usually. I have begun to think 'am i losing my mind?' and 'am i living in the Truman show?'. Perhaps its just coincidence, or my mind playing tricks on me, haha, but I thought I should see if any of you had any similar experiences before calling myself a T.I.? I'm new to this 'coming out as a T.I.' type of thing, plus am not even sure if I am one yet?
Lately, I have been doing a bit of research on Targeted Individuals because I wanted to see if my strange experiences matched up with anything. Perhaps this research evoked such a phenomenon. It is really quite odd.
Thanks forum people
