Post by dave on Jan 8, 2024 10:57:12 GMT
My life has been a lie ever since the beginning. I dunno if I've been stolen at the hospital or if I'm an orphan; life has really gone down the crapper, and my "mom" does not give a damn. She raised me to be a child slave, and I'm 36 years old now.
I doubt anyone on this forum is also a targeted individual; it feels like extraterrestrials play that, oh, you're schizophrenic crap. Take your legal drugs.
The thing about my psychiatric visits with the "doctor" is that he made me believe I'm crazy. All I did was stare at him once and listen to him. He paused for a moment and said, "Oh! *gets out of his chair maniacally* You're crazy; I can be crazy too!". He played that mind game to make me think I really am crazy so I can take his stupid pills and believe that lie.
When I look back at life, everyone I met was fake, and I'm stuck on this stupid island with 99% of the people I knew gone. Every time I want a plane flight off the island, either my "little sister" says just swim across the ocean or from my "mom," oh no, it's crazy out there, stay here. Now I want to work to get out of this stupid kid crap, but my mom keeps denying every job I would want to get. It doesn't matter; get me a job already! I'll try to deal with the fake people that torture me mentally.
Every time I get a job, people have to gaslight me into being jobless. I almost kept a job one time, but when my "mom" found out I wasn't taking my legal drugs, I lost my job because it made me irrationally angry while on the drugs while working when I used to love my job.
I'm being treated like a damn animal, and anytime I want something healthy to eat or want to take care of myself, my "family" denies me that. They offer cigarettes more than anything else, and I hate it. My "sister" once acted like smoking cigarettes was so "cool" and praised my habit like I was doing something really good.
Here is a link to my mini-album below. After making this album and listening to it, it got me even more pissed off. Read the song titles to get an idea; these are mostly instrumentals. Click Here
I doubt anyone on this forum is also a targeted individual; it feels like extraterrestrials play that, oh, you're schizophrenic crap. Take your legal drugs.
The thing about my psychiatric visits with the "doctor" is that he made me believe I'm crazy. All I did was stare at him once and listen to him. He paused for a moment and said, "Oh! *gets out of his chair maniacally* You're crazy; I can be crazy too!". He played that mind game to make me think I really am crazy so I can take his stupid pills and believe that lie.
When I look back at life, everyone I met was fake, and I'm stuck on this stupid island with 99% of the people I knew gone. Every time I want a plane flight off the island, either my "little sister" says just swim across the ocean or from my "mom," oh no, it's crazy out there, stay here. Now I want to work to get out of this stupid kid crap, but my mom keeps denying every job I would want to get. It doesn't matter; get me a job already! I'll try to deal with the fake people that torture me mentally.
Every time I get a job, people have to gaslight me into being jobless. I almost kept a job one time, but when my "mom" found out I wasn't taking my legal drugs, I lost my job because it made me irrationally angry while on the drugs while working when I used to love my job.
I'm being treated like a damn animal, and anytime I want something healthy to eat or want to take care of myself, my "family" denies me that. They offer cigarettes more than anything else, and I hate it. My "sister" once acted like smoking cigarettes was so "cool" and praised my habit like I was doing something really good.
Here is a link to my mini-album below. After making this album and listening to it, it got me even more pissed off. Read the song titles to get an idea; these are mostly instrumentals. Click Here